FUCK

my heart
stays in the dark
playin marco polo in a pool of sharks
my thoughts
i got
i taught
myself
and learned to just ignore em
cause where the fuck would it take me baby
already fuckin crazy
lately
ive been fuckin lazy
i shock myself i fuckin taze me
incarcerate me
the pigs can take me
im slop in the troth
im colder than hoth
im jerkin off distracting myself
im hurtin myself
cause i dont deserve myself
or any of this wealth im gettin
spendin money
bein a dumby
a puppet
strings gettin pulled by geppetto
hes up to somethin
i dont know though cause i am mongo
im just a pawn
in the game of life im playin
dont know why the fuck im stayin
but im takin it day by day the rotation
cyclin triflin im fightin
cause i beez in the trap
im seein the crap
that happens
i just read in between the facts
and leave out the tragic shit
im just copin and hopin
im smokin dope i just go with the flow
im floatin
in a sea of uncertainty
its potent
i know my lifes not important
but i cant just ignore it
gotta take one for the team cause they need me im devoted
even if i feel like leavin i know that im not goin
i see the exit sign but it isnt glowin
cool dads here to stay and im gonna show ya

FUCK x2

im in heaven
but my hell has intercepted
my perception
imperfection
lingering in my reflection
only flawed
not a thought
that he got
what he needed to achieve it
so he would never believe in it
self defeat in every monologue
everytime i talk
takin shots
cause the devil's advocate's the boss
im a martyr was my alma mater
but im not a father
just a cool dad
actin like a doodad
then i took a good look back
whyd i do that
if they need it beat myself blue black
just to prove that
every motherfucker on this planets not a rude ass
dude with some crude intentions
gotta vision gotta plan
gotta mission make my fellow man understand
i just wanna make things right
imma make this life good for everyone
even if i gotta be a sacrifice
thats my state of mind
low self esteem
take the hand
delt to me
im committed like a felony
i dont give a fuck about my destiny
anywhere i go im gonna rest in peace
eventually
imma be a scene in history nobodys seen
another piece of text that you dont even gotta read
another out of date
out of place
waste of space
temporary phase
like the moon
imma wane
imma do
what i can
but i wont promise anything
everythings in vain
same shit different day
same shit different day
but
imma do it anyway
same shit different day
same shit different day