im made of matter but you make me matter more
hold me down when all my molehills look like Matterhorn
i wanna see you grow
you are the apple of my eye
the high im chasing
reason why im faded
cause my brains been tainted
with your angel face
i cant escape the imagery
my vision engine guzzle gasoline efficiently
what ive been envisioning
you and me
striding cross this land
goin hand in hand
ridin tandem bikes
dinners lit up by the candlelight
what a life
but i know you focused on another though
a lil better put together hes so wonderful
and who am i to you another passing glance
another dude that thinks youre super cute and wants inside your pants
neva had a chance
wouldnt dare to make any advances
im more cowardly than france is
but you feel like kansas
got me clickin my heels thrice
a different life and if i tried i might achieve it
but my minds-eye's as blind as stevie
i cant really see you with me


your soul shines brighter
than any imperfection
you might think you have

youre one of few things
i can say i love without
being sarcastic


my lifes a letter to hermione
writing just for you
but if you really knew the truth i dont know what id do
whats my next move i know
self deprecation
disclaimin all the attributes i have that ive been hatin
i congratulate you on your great decision making
arent i just so amazing?
arent you glad we're dating
i don't know im sayin
idealisticly id like for you to be with me
but i know im no good for you and so does he
so if you notice me
looking at you longingly across the room im sorry
im misguided by my starry eyes i know my heart is filled with lies
so i disguise myself i hide behind a mask
im no future im an ass
im no future for you im a hazy memory thats past
livin chaste
gettin sad for nothin
cause ive given up on lovin
hopin youre not bluffin
like id ever have the guts to call it
like your cellphone when im drunk as fuck
i think about it often
is it all for nothin